Todo lo que pasa en mi vida

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 05:10:54 GMT

He kissed me today and i was at a loss for words. I love him truely... I do and he knows it. We are ment to be its in the stars. And people are just haters and love to see others down. Well guess what ill never stay down as long as hes in my life. I have his life love and the best part of him. i feed her love her i take care of her. And as long as he loves her ill be in his life. I am his and he is mind. I had him first for the longest and i still have the best part of him. I ALWAYS WILL! No matter how much you hate me. SO fuck you!

Hmmmmm

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 07:18:50 GMT

Ummmmmm Well since my last check in i just got a job and i am very happy about that. Um and i think that deep down inside that he's cheating on me....hes so different since the guy i fell in love with. is it love or a habbit???is it that im afraid to be alone???? Does he love me????? who are we??? whats with all the lies???

The new me

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 22:34:59 GMT

So right now im at my mommys casa updateing my journal and myspace profile.
I had a baby recently on December 9 2007. Her name is Alexandra Marie Uzueta. and she is the coolest...i love her with all of my heart. I realize now that im growing up that sometings need to stay in the past and just look to the furture. life is way tooooo short. and right now i need friends because im tired of being at home alone with just my baby to talk to! I used to be sooo much fun and thats why Carlos fell in love with me but we've both changed for the worse (almost)and now i want to turn everything around and hopefully that anyone that ive hurt in the past can forgive me........i was just a child in high school trying not to grow up...but all that has changed and im ready to get my life together....regain all my friends that ive lost due to my hermitness. Im ready.

a new me and carlos

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 18:16:57 GMT

NickelBack
-If everyone cared-

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing amen I, I'm alive(i'm alive)
Singing amen I, I'm alive

[CHORUS]
If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died

And I'm singing

amen I,amen, I, I'm alive
amen I amen I, amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing amen I, I'm alive (I'm alive)
Singing amen I, I'm alive

[CHORUS (X2)]

And as we lie beneath the stars,
We realize how small we are,
If they could love like you and me,
Imagine what the world could be

[CHORUS (X2)]

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

Love Song of '06

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 18:36:18 GMT

Hinder
-Lips of an Angel-

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight
No, I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(let it die, I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late

"WHY"

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 17:33:55 GMT

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

CHORUS
why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside

CHORUS
why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you

Thu, 11 May 2006 17:56:25 GMT

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Calling

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 06:08:05 GMT

Your face, is burned inside my brain
(I lost my way)
Your taste, of skin flows through my veins
(The cost I pay)

'Cause you'll never understand me
You want me to stay

You're ca-ca-ca-calling
But I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling
But I can't save you
I don't see you anymore

The race of slowing down the pace
(I found a way)
The pace of speaking so mundane
(The sound of gain)

But you'll never make me happy
So I've extinguished the flame

You're ca-ca-ca-calling
But I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling
But I can't save you
I don't see you anymore

And what you want me to say, I'll never say
You're playing the game, that I'll never play
So what do you want from me
Now I've extinguished the flame

You're ca-ca-ca-calling
But I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're subject to falling
But I can't save you
I don't see you anymore

You're ca-ca-ca-calling
But I can't hear you
I'm not listening anymore
You're fa-fa-fa-falling
But I can't save you
I don't see you anymore

Once again the old flame came into my life and i felt like such a fool.................
Its a smal world after all........

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 18:52:47 GMT

This is the ultimit christmas song.....
(MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO ALL AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR)

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Youltide carols
Being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like eskimos
Everybody knows
A turkey and some mistletoe
Can help to make the season bright
Tiny tots, with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep, tonight
They know that Santa's on his way
He's loading lots of toys and goodies
On his sleigh
And every mother's child
Is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly...
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said
Many times, many ways
Merry Christmas, to you

They know that Santa's on his way
He's loading lots of toys and goodies
On his sleigh
And every mother's child
Is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly...
So I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two..
Although it's been said
Many times, many ways
Merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas, to you
Merry Christmas

(p.s Nsync sings this song beautifully....i used to have the cd):)

R.I.P...im gonna Miss you Prima

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 18:32:49 GMT

Teenager dies in rollover
By Heath Haussamen
Oct 6, 2005, 07:30 am

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A Las Cruces teen died Monday after a rollover accident last week that police say was caused by a drunken driver.

Erika Chavarria, 18, was pronounced dead at Thomason Hospital, according to a news release from the Doña Ana County Sheriff’s Department. She was a passenger in a vehicle leaving the Southern New Mexico State Fair Thursday night when the driver lost control.

The driver, 20-year-old Jeffrey Nieto of Las Cruces, remains jailed at the Doña Ana County Detention Center on a charge of driving while intoxicated. Sheriff’s Deputy Natalie Williams said investigators are awaiting tests and don’t yet know his blood-alcohol level.

She did not know if Chavarria and the other passenger in the vehicle, 21-year-old Jeffrey Williams, had been drinking.

The trio left the fair about 11 p.m. Thursday, headed east in a 2004 Nissan pickup truck on Robert Larsen Boulevard. The sheriff’s spokeswoman said Nieto was “driving too fast” and lost control.
The truck cleared the fence separating the road from Interstate 10, rolling several times and ejecting all three before coming to rest near the highway.

None of the three were wearing seat belts, the release states. Nieto suffered cuts and bruises. Williams broke an arm and suffered cuts and bruises.

Chavarria, who was sitting on Williams’ lap, suffered massive head trauma.

The accident remains under investigation and further charges are pending against Nieto, the release states.

Obituaries

ERIKA LYNETTE CHAVARRIA, age 18, of Las Cruces, entered eternal life Tuesday, October 4, 2005 in El Paso, Texas, as the result of an automobile accident. She was born in Las Cruces August 2, 1987 to Roddie Chavarria and Norma Sauceda Castaneda.
Survivors include her parents; two brothers, Anthony Castaneda and companion Jennifer, and Roddie Chavarria; one sister, Veronica Chavarria; one nephew, Damian Castaneda all of Las Cruces. Other survivors include her maternal grandmother, Virginia Sauceda; her god-parents, Bobby and Sylvia Parra, as well as special cousins, Martin and Paula Montez and family; numerous aunts, uncles, cousins and many friends. She was preceded in death by her maternal grandfather, Raymundo Sauceda and her paternal grandparents, Savas and Leonarda Chavarria.
Calling hours for Erika will held from 6 to 7 PM Friday, October 7, 2005 in Baca’s Chapel of Prayer, 300 E. Boutz Road, where the Prayer Vigil will begin at 7 PM. The Funeral Mass will be celebrated at 10 AM Saturday, October 8, 2005 in Our Lady of Guadalupe Shrine and Parish, 3600 Parroquia St. in Tortugas with the Reverend Don Adamski, Celebrant. The Rite of Committal and Interment will follow in San Albino Cemetery in Mesilla where she will be laid to rest.
Serving as casket bearers will be Andy Sauceda, Bobby Parra, Jr., Anthony Castaneda, Roddie Chavarria, Jr., Martin Montez, Arlando Legarrette, Joshua Lee Chavarria and Antonio Medrano.
Arrangements have been entrusted to the care of Baca’s Funeral Chapels, 300 E. Boutz Road, Las Cruces. 527-2222

The Players Poem

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:50:59 GMT

He'll meet you, He'll sweep you off your feet.
He's nice, he's funny, so cute and so sweet, surprisingly
he likes all the same things as you. He does all the thing that you like to do; he's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams. You belong together or so it seems. He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair; he tells you that he'll always be there. His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight, his words are so soothing, his kissesjust right.
You ditch all your friends for your new obsession; you dont realize your furture is full of depression. You think that you love him, you give him your heart, and little do you know he'll tear it apart. you do what he wants, you know itsnot good, you told him slow down, you think he understood.
You let him slide by; he's just having fun, you'll learn to like it as time goes by. He's taken your heart and locked it away, and you'll see him with a different girl the next day. You'll cry and you'll grieve, but then you'll forgive, he won't do it again as long as he lives. At this point, you've fallen into his trap. He has all the control whenb your in his lap. You'll believe he's sorry, you're together again, when you give him a chance, he's you're his only friend. You're right where he wants you, he molds you like clay and you see him with girl number 2 the next day. He got what he wanted, he accomplished his goal, and he still has your heart, which he evenly stole.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:28:05 GMT

Kissing is a habbit
Fucking is a game
Boys get all the pleasure
Girls get all the pain
He says he love you and you believe its true
But when your stomach startas to swell
they say the hell with you

16 minuntes of pleasure
9 months of pain
3 days in a hospital
A baby with no name
The baby is a bastard; the mother is whore
This never would have happened if the rubbrer hadn't tore.

Ready For Love

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:23:00 GMT

Take my hand and lead the way; Tell all you want to say
Whisper softly in my ears, all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passion deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near; Take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night, be my beacon. Shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly, for I can soar when your nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall,it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner can't you see? Break my chains and set me free, strip me of my armor tight. You'll find that I wont put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within. I'm ready now to let love began.

Reminisce

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:54:09 GMT

Reminisce
I remember everything
And I will never forget
I will always love you
And you will never be regret
I’lL remember the way you smelt
The pants you would wear
The shirts you liked
And the style of your hair
I remember the music you would listen to
The colors of your eyes
The way you talked to me
And how you weren’t like other girls
I remember the shape of your body
The taste of your kiss
And whenever you were around I would be in bliss
I remember the day we met
And the way you held my hand
And how I thought we’d always be
I remember all of your favorite things
The way you called me babe
The late night cuddling
And how you said you loved me
I remember the first time we kissed and our last
How I missed you when you weren’t around
I remember how we were best friends
How we could tell each other everything
Never keeping a secret
When you cried I wiped away your tears
And when I was in your arms I had no fear
I remember the movies
The softness of your lips
I remember the day you told me you were in love
The first time it showed
And when I was around you
Never wanting to leave your arms to go home
I remember your smile
The innocent looks you’d give
And when we told each other
“I love you as long as I live”
I remember how you blushed when I called you beautiful
When you looked into my eyes
I remember this and so much more

Just a few lines

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:53:22 GMT

Just a few lines to tell you how I feel
A few lines to show I care
But what good will these few lines do?
These words will just be written
Never noticed or read
All my feelings down on paper
Whispered softly to myself
So no one else can hear
Only I can see what’s written
Only I can feel my tears
Shutting out the world around me

Only I can hear my cries
Writing my feeling down on paper
My heart starts to die
I’m dying inside
But no one seems to know
I’m trying to hold on
But I’m slowly letting go

Love

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:52:46 GMT

I never knew
It’d be me and you
Call me crazy
But I’m crazy for you
I never thought it’d be like this
Until we had our first kiss
You blew me away
That’s all I can say
We’re best friend also lovers
All I ask from you is
Don’t hurt me like the others.

What if I said sorry?

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:52:06 GMT

What if I said sorry?

What if I said sorry?
Then what would you do
Please forgive and forget

What if I promised I would never hurt you again?
Would love you forever
Would that be a sin?

What if I said I loved you?
Even when it seems a lie
Always be there for you
Till the day I die

What if I still want you?
Would you even care?
Or just throw me away
Like I wasn’t there

What would you do if you read this?
What would you say?
I hope you would understand
And feel the same way

What if you forgave me?
I really need to know
Because I need you back
If this could ever be so

I really need to know

What would you do?
If I asked you all these questions
And said them all to you

Friendship bracelet

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:43:19 GMT

Did you know ???
Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are :
I love you, Sorry and help me
The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that those who need more of you are those that don't mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold .
DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???... AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!!!
"One day, we will change the world...or we are already changing it " THE BALL IS NOW IN YOUR COURT... If the world were to end in 24 hours, all the phone lines, chat rooms and e-mails will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".
Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court, send this to those who truly are your friends (including me if I am one). Also, do not feel bad if no one sends this back to you in the end, you'll find out that you'll get to keep the ball for other people want more ..
Ok, this is what you have to do...:
Send to ALL your FRIENDS!

Subject: Assicons

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:40:01 GMT

>
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> We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons,"
where:
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>:) means a smile and
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>:( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by
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>:-) and
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>:-( respectively.
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>Well, how about some "assicons"? Here goes:
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>(_!_) a regular ass
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>(__!__) a fat ass
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>(!) a tight ass
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>(_*_) a sore ass
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>{_!_} a swishy ass
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>(_o_) an ass that's been around
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>(_x_) kiss my ass
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>(_X_) leave my ass alone
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>(_zzz_) a tired ass
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>(_E=mc2_) a smart ass
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>(_$_) Money coming out of his ass
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>(_?_) Dumb Ass
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Isnt that funny
hehe hehe :)

^_^

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 21:19:55 GMT

Howdy Hoe TO all of ya'll! Its been a while since I last wrote, so guess what? Thats what im about to do.

Theres Four weeks left in school. WTF? Why must most good things come to an end? So like I'm here in class(Wow thats when I usually update, uh in class?)and it's frezzeing ass in here and I'm so hungry but my fat ass needs to not eat, but I'm not going to starve myself.*Des's mind is wondering off in to the obis...*(5 minuntes later its still gone)J/K
I just cant seem to find something to type about well except that my kidneys are hurting :(! Um ARGGGGGG i cant think

Ill just update again
Oh heres a poenm I worte for Carlos:

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
P.S Sorry I can't spell
G2G
-kooldlc_17
A.K.A
Dez

cool uh?

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 21:09:28 GMT

You're starting to like this kind stranger who
saved you.

Would A Demon, Fallen, or A Vampire love you? Part One (For Girls)
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Your getting the hots for Joseph. You like his
attitude. Joseph can't help but keep his eyes
off of you.

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Thu, 13 Jan 2005 22:13:33 GMT

TOO ALL THE GIRLS WHO HAVE ON E OF THES JOURNAL THAT GO TO MY SCHOOL WATCH OUT FOR JOVAUGHN...DO NOT CROSS HER WHEN SHES CROSS OR YOULL BE IN FOR IT AND I REALL DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO FUNERALS

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 22:11:44 GMT

Looooooong Ass Survey Stolen From Some MySpace Breezy

What is your name? Desiree
Spell your name backwards. Eerised
Date of birth: August 12th
Male or female? girl
Astrological sign: Leo
Nicknames: Des
Occupation: high school student
Height: 4 11
Hair color: br0wn
Eye color: ugly shitty brown
Where were you born? Las Cruces New Mexico
Where do you reside now? “”
Age17
Screen names: cubsgirl
E-mail address: leogirl7441@yahoo.com
What does your screen name stand for? The base ball team that I like
What is your LJ name? Kooldlc_17
What does it stand for? I’m too cool in the LC and I’m 17
Pets: 2 dogs
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 16
Piercing’s? 3
Tattoos? 16, I get #17 next week
Shoe size: 7 ½
Righty or lefty? Righty.
Wearing: west cost choppers hoodie black and jeans
Hearing: bad
Feeling: Bored as shit
Eating/drinking: Nada

Sappy shit
Have you ever been in love? Yes
How many people have you told I love you: 2
How many people have you been in love with? 1
How many people have you kissed?
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? NOOO
What do you look for in a guy? Just to treat me like a princess
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile...HONESTLY!
What type of guy do you usually go for? The ones that I know will hurt me
Do you have a bf? yes
If so where did you meet them? At school while he was burning a Metallica CD
What do you like most about your bf? The way that he spoils me
Do you have a crush right now? Oh yeah!
If so who is it? Can't say
Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
Do you remember your first love? I always will
Who is the first person you kissed? Adrian Gutierrez
Do you believe in fate? Everything happens for a reason
Do you believe in soul mates? More than anything
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I did

Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have? 2
What are your parent’s names? Ana and Chris
What are your sibling’s names?? Jovaughna and Adriana
How many siblings does your mother have? 4
How many siblings does your father have? 5
Where are your parents from? NM
Is your family close? At times
Does your family get together for holidays? All the time
Do you have a drunk uncle? Too many
Any medical problems run through your family? Cancer
Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No
Do you have any nieces or nephews? No
Are your parents divorced? Been since I was 6
Do you have stepparents? Yes
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? My mom
If so for what? I'd rather not get into it, but if you must know it’s because of her new husband
Did some of your family come to America from another country? Yeah from Mexico
Favorites Color: Black / blue
Food: Italian
Song: Too many to list
Show: VH1’s I love the 70’ 80’s and 90’s
School subject: Literature
Band/singer: Metallic
Animal: bears
Commercial: the diet Dr. peppers
Radio station: KLAQ El Paso’s Best Rock
Movie: west side story
Pair of shoes: my converse
Cartoon: peter pan
Actor: JOHNNY DEPP
Actress: Charlize Theron
Potato chip: Lays cheddar and sour cream
Drink: Dr. Pepper
Alcoholic drink: Parrot Bay
Holiday: Valentines Day
Perfume/cologne: Ralph Lauren Romance, Sinful by Anchor Blue, and Lulu by Pac Sun
Pizza topping: Pepperoni

Jell-O flavor: Cherry
Lunch meat: white turkey
Board game: Monopoly
Video game: Jet Set Radio Future
Website: Live Journal
Book: The sister hood of the traveling pants and anything by Amelia Atwater Rhodes
Computer game: Teris
Number: 13
Cereal: Coco Pebbles
Comedian: Ron White (blue collar comedy tour)
Dessert: Cheesecake
Disney character: Tinkebel
Clothing store: Anchor Blue, Pac Sun and Ross
Past time: Playing outside
Teacher: Mr. Foster (Math)
Childhood toy: Doodle Bear
Carnival game/ride: Fairs Wheel
Candy bar: Snickers, Sweet-Tarts
Magazine: Jane, Lucky, YM
Salad dressing: Ranch
Thing to do on the weekend: Sleep
Hot drink: Coffee
Season: Autumn
Sport to watch: Baseball
Person to talk to online: Brooner
What do you normally sleep in? Swets
Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? No
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes
Do you sleep in any unusual positions? No
Do you snore? When I'm sick I do
How about drool? Sometimes

This or that
Coke/Pepsi: Coke
Doughnuts/bagels: Both
Day/night: Night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: East
Heaven/hell: Heaven
Make love/have sex: Make love
Coffee/tea: Tea, no doubt
Hamburgers/hotdogs: Burgers
Rap/rock: Rock
Britney/Christina: Xtina
Swiss cheese/American cheese: America
Real World/Road Rules: Real Word
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: N'sync
Nike/Adidas: Adidas
McDonalds/Taco Bell: TACO BELL!!!
Sweet/sour: Sweet
Punk/techno: Punk
Hot/cold: Cold
Winter/summer: Winter
Spring/fall: Fall
Operas/plays: Operas
Read/watch TV: Read
Cd's/tapes: CDs
Old/new: both
Shorts/pants: Jeans
Pink/red: Pink
Colored pictures/black and white photos: both
Meat/vegetables: Meat!
Mexican food/Chinese food: Mexican Baby
Commercials/infomercials: Commercials
Scary movies/comedies: Horror
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals
Dogs/cats: Who doesn’t like pussy…cats
Unicorns/fairies: Fairies
Water/land: Water
Sugar/spice: Spice
Black/white: White
Ribbons/bows: Who gives a shit?
Chicken/beef: Chicken
Colored Christmas lights/regular white Christmas lights: Colores
Cars/trucks: Cars
Austin Powers/James Bond: Niether
Popcorn/pretzels: Pretzels
Hip-hop/Rock: Rock
Passionate kiss/peck: Both have their moments
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: WWE
Back rub/foot massage: Back!
Picture frames/photo albums: Photo
Pens/pencils: pencils!

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem: Hwo is he again
Virgins: you go people
God: he’s there
The Osbournes: Over exposed
Reality TV: annoying
J. Lo: Can't hold a man
Religion: bullshit
Emo music: don’t know
Valentine's Day: Fuckin stupid holiday
Christina Aguilera's comeback: She came back?
Homosexuals: Gay people are funny
Abortion: Her body her choice
Inter-racial relationships: The heart wants what it wants
Murder: I could do it
Death: Shit happens
Obesity: It's a bitch!
Pre-marital sex: Whatever tickles your pickle
Terrorism: A diversion set forth by Bush to distract from his other fuck ups
Pornography:
Nasty Fortunetellers: I dunno, I went to one, she was pretty dead on
Threesomes: Gross
Prostitution: If it was legalized it'd be SO much safer
Country music: New stuff sucks, old school is where it's at
George W. Bush: STUPID OLD MAN
Cloning: Clone scary thought
Britney's boobs: 100% FAKE
Gas prices in America: Don’t waste gas walk

Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone? NO
Been on a diet? YES!!!!!
Been to a foreign country? MEXICO
Broken a bone? YES
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? NO
Swear at a teacher? YES
Got in a fight? YES
Dated a teacher? NO
Laughed so hard you peed your pants? NO
Thought about killing your enemy? YES
Gone skinny dipping? NO WANT TOO
Told a little white lie? YES
Told a secret you swore not to tell? Once and I regret it
Used a foreign object to masturbate? Ohhhhhhh helllllll naw
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? YES
Been on tv? NO
Been on the radio? NO
Been in a mosh pit? NO
Been to a concert? YES
Dated one of your best friends? YES
Loved someone so much it makes you cry? You know it
Decieved somebody close to you? Yeah
Broken the law? YES
Been to a rodeo? No
Been on an airplane? No.
Got to ride on a fire truck? NO
Came close to dying? Oh shit yeah
Cheated on a Bf? NO
Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No
Had an eating disorder? Yes
Felt like you didn't belong? Always
Felt like the 3rd wheel? Always
Smoked? YS
Done drugs? WEED
Had your tonsils removed? NO
Gone to camp? 6th grade camp
Written a love letter? Yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Countless times
Written a love poem? NO
Kissed in the rain? So amazing!
Slow danced with someone you love? Not Yet
Stolen a car? Not technically
Faked an orgasm? Sadly Yes
Stolen a kiss? I don't think so
Asked a friend for relationship advice? Yeah
Had a friend steal your BF?
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? Yeah
Gotten a speeding ticket? NO
Done jail time? No, thank god
Had to wear a uniform to work? Never worked
Won a trophy? YES
Thrown up in public? NO
Bowled a perfect game? NO
Taken ballet lessons? No
Attempted suicide? ONCE
Cut yourself? On accident

Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies? YES
Did you own Treasure Trolls? YES
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? YES
Did you play Simon? Sometimes
Did you wet the bed? Every kid does that
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? YES
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? Nope
Were you shy? Still am
Were you spoiled? SOMETIMES
Were you abused? Some times
Did you go to the circus? Once
Did you go to the zoo? Never been
Were you in a car accident? Yeah
Did you build snowmen? It don't snow here
Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yes
Were your older cousins mean to you? I had one cousin that was still is…stupid bitch
Did you think slinkies were cool? No
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? Nah
Were you afraid of the dark? Yes
Did you have slumber parties? Yes
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? I did

Randomness
Do you believe in aliens? YEs
Name 3 things that are next to your computer: Mirror, Wall and door
Do you have any hidden talents? Yep :)
Do you wish MTV would play music videos? Ugh! God damn yes!
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Drama or Comedy
Do you play any sports? I used to play baseball
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? Texas Chainsaw Massacre
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Blade Trinty
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? I dunno
Do you drive? Not enough
What is your dream car? Toyota Tacoma
Do you think you're good looking? Yes
Do others think you are good looking? Yes
Would you ever sky dive? NO
Are you afraid of roller coasters? Nah
Do you like chocolate? Its ok
How many U.S. states have you been to? 1
Ever wished on a shooting star? Every time
Best Halloween costume you ever wore? A gypsy
What is your weakness? Pretty eyes
Name something you can't get enough of: Sex
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives?
How many kids do you want to have? 1boy 1 girl
What is your ideal way to die? Asleep
How do you release stress? cry
Are you a trendy person? Sometimes
Are you an artistic person? At times
Are you a realistic person? Yup
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? I untie them when I put them on
Are you a strong person? Yes
Who is the last person to e-mail you? ??
Who is the last person to IM you? Bianca
Do you hate chain e-mails?DUH!
Are you a deep sleeper? YEAH
Are you a good story teller? NO
What do you believe is your best quality? My hair
What is your greatest accomplishment? I'll leave that blank
Do you like to burn candles or incense? Candles
Do you do yoga? Nah, but I'm flexible anyways
Do you have your own credit card? NO
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? Try to stay the same
Do you have a check book? No
Do you like your driver's license picture? NO
Do you tan easily? Hell no
What color is your hair naturally? Darkest of brown
How many fillings do you have? 4
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 1
Worst feeling in the world? Being alone
Best feeling in the world? Knowing that you are in love and you are loved back finally
Is the glass half empty or half full? Depends which way you're going
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? Nope, those people are lame! OMG!
What do you think people think of you? I think people think I'm cool
Are you a likeable person? Very Much
Do you need therapy? LOTS
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? NO
What the best way to be proposed to? When it s night and the moon is full and your being walked to the door
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UPS: Yes
When are you moving? Soon hopefully
What's your favorite phrase? WHAT… lil Jon style

thank you Matt

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 22:01:34 GMT

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Desiree Espana
Birth date: 8/12/87
Birth place: Las Cruces, NM
Current Location: Las Cruces, NM
Hair Color: Dark Brown w/ light brown highlights
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Mexican American
Shoes you wore today: Etnies
Your weakness: nice smiles
Your fears: Spiders
Your perfect pizza: extra cheese
Goal you'd like to achieve: Be able to make a living writing

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your most overused phrase: holla
Your thoughts first waking up: damn I'm late
Your best physical feature: My boobs
Your bedtime: 12- 1:30
Your most missed memory: ALL THE ONES THAT I SEEM TO FORGET
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Mc Donalds
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Nilla, Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: tall cap please

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: yes
Single: Nope
Take a shower: twice a day
Have a crush(es): Yeah
Think you've been in love: Yes
Want to get married: yes when the time is right
Believe in yourself: On some things
Get motion sickness: Not really
Think you're attractive: I’m like so vain
Think you're a health freak: Not in the least
Get along with your parents: For the most part
Like thunderstorms: Hell yeah

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: On the New Year
Gone on a date: Yes to the movies in December
Gone to the mall: Yeah
been on stage: I have stage fright
eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope
Eaten sushi: Hell no
been dumped: I guess you could say that?
Gone skating: Nah
Gone skinny-dipping: Nope
Stolen anything: Yes a costar from Chilies

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no in a long time
Been caught "doing something": no
Been called a tease: by my ex he he;)
Gotten beaten up: Nope

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Like 25?
Number of Children: 2 kids, 1 girls 1 boy
Describe your dream wedding: by the beach in California and when its sunset
How do you want to die: being shot because some bitch is jealous of me
What do you want to be when you grow up: a famus producer of films and a writer and a director
What country would you most like to visit: Tokyo and England

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: Blue and light brown
Best hair color?: Brunette, black
Short or long hair: shotrt
Height: taller than me
Best first date location: at the beach
first kiss location: in the truck

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
Number of CD's I own: About 30
Number of piercings: 3
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: 0
Number of scars on my body: Too many to count

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 15:44:54 GMT

Well At the Cruces vs. Mayfield game The Dawgs Won!
And all I did this weekend was chill at home and watch movies. Not much really happened...Carlos is acting wierd and since i am too it makes things worser which just maked me want to sleep all day long well i guess that you can say that thats what i did yesterday and i thay me and alma are the very best of friends:). I guess that you can say that im being really moody and that i want everything with what happened with bianca to stop so that means that i have to keep off this journal which is something i reall dont want to do but if i have to then i will.I reall dont want to make carlos to choose between me and b but if it comes down to it i guess that he would pick me so like i have nothing to worry about and he is mine andn we just seem to just drift apart now more that ever but hey ill live...im sure that we can work something out we always do, i dont think that i will lose him but that i will just end up pushing him away thats what im good atso are a few other people but hey im not droping any names.All thing thinking abou what will happen with us is making my tummy hurt.Man i wish Nichole and Kim were here they always seem to know how to help me when i need help.
Yeah my little sister JoJo will be comming here to my school soon that will be fun cuz if anything goes bad with either of us we both have eachothers back and its also having Amber by my side.If anything the school will change for the better when she comes(when i mean the school i mean the crew).
well till then chums
oh yeah hi jeremy nice to hear from you

sorry yall if you cant read this i didnt do the spell check...oops